Rather than sketches, the blueprints of my work take the form of both short and long pieces of writing. My writings lay the groundwork of a world that I want to portray and then I work on the visualization in the forms of abstract paintings, three-dimensional installations and videos. Different materials such as metal, fur, styrofoam and resin that I found on the beach are mixed into a single work, and as these materials with different properties blend together, the theme of the work, “change” is reflected.

Every night, my sleep is accompanied by strange fantasies. The chronic illness that struck me in school served as an opportunity to immerse myself in the devastation after change, the pain endured and the joy of the process. The recurring dreams of someone dying once a week led me to explore decay, concealment, metaphysical violence, and chaos. The artists for whom I wrote the suicide notes are often in a state of craving attention or in a whirlwind of emotions, full of anger. Irregular cadences and tragedies have become the essence and hallmark of my work, achieving beauty through change, pressure, and these artists’ desires.